Thursday, January 27, 2005

Agg will I smile on the inside??

It is funny because I can smile on the outside, very easily, it is the reason most people think I am such a happy person. Inside right now I am balling....all I have done this morning is sit with Anna and play and cry. I feel like such a failure it is not even funny. My brain knows I should not feel this way, but my heart and emotions are feeling this way. I HATE IT!!! It is driving me crazy.

1 comment:

VelvetJinxx said...

Hi! Are you okay!!?? Man, you are SO HARD on yourself. Why? I don't think I've ever met someone so self-inflicting.

You're just fine.